A push for National Health Care

Unfortunately, I am uninsurable because of a certain medicine I take; a certain medicine I need to live a healthy life. This puts me in quite a precarious position. And, surprisingly, being told you are insurance poison is not the best feeling in the world.

It's ok, because no one will read this anyway. It's just an easier way of writing and saving my thoughts with the benefit of spellcheck.

But it's terribly depressing and I seem to only think about it in the minutes and ensuing hours before bed. No wonder I can't sleep.

What should I do? There are few to no options for me save one; that keeps me on a 6 month pre-existing condition limitation.

The worst is knowing I can't escape this, even if I ran as far and as fast as I could, this would still follow me anywhere I went. Time will not heal this wound. This is a mark I wear as if I were a leprous sinner.

The majority of this is my fault. But yet, it becomes another thing; fight; obstacle; mountain; black hole I must cross.

But who has yet to successfully cross a black hole?